BREAKING FREE FROM THE SAVAGE HOWLER KILLER MONKEY

Liberating Your Imprisoned Spirit

THE REAL NAME FOR THE PARASITE

 

  • SAVAGE (brutal mental attacks on your body's wisdom)
  • HOWLER (constant noise drowning out truth)

 

In Human Design, this force is called the "not-self" - a term Ra Uru Hu used throughout his teachings. But Ra ALSO called it something else, something more visceral: the savage howler killer monkey.

Both terms are his. We choose the latter. Not to be provocative, but to be ACCURATE.

Because this thing isn't passively "not you" - it's:

 

  • KILLER (literally kills your spirit's presence in your own body)
  • MONKEY (parasitic imposter claiming to be God)

 

The "not-self" is gentle. The savage howler killer monkey is REAL. We're choosing reality over comfort.

NOT A PRISON PLANET - A PRISON TEMPLE

You've heard the New Age teachings: "We're living on a prison planet." That's a lie. The planet isn't the prison. Your body is. More specifically - your body SHOULD be a temple, a sacred home for your spirit. Instead, it's become a prison cell where your actual spirit sits locked in a dark room, watching helplessly while the savage howler killer monkey runs your life.

 

The prison is INTERNAL, not external.

Your spirit - the real you - is trapped inside your own vehicle, displaced by a parasitic force that's usurped the throne. The monkey sits where the Nine Officers (your divine intelligence centers) should rule, claiming to BE you, claiming to BE God, while your actual consciousness watches from captivity. This isn't metaphor. This is mechanics.

THE FAIRYTALES KNEW THE TRUTH

Every culture has told the same story for centuries. We thought they were children's tales. They were warnings.

RAPUNZEL

Locked in a tower (body = tower), imprisoned by a witch (the monkey), waiting for someone to see her and help her escape. The tower isn't external - it's her own body. Her true self trapped inside.

 

CINDERELLA

True self hidden under ashes and rags (conditioning), forced to serve the false family (the monkey's demands), her real identity obscured. She knows who she is underneath, but the world only sees what the monkey allows them to see.

 

SLEEPING BEAUTY

Asleep, dormant, cursed by the witch (monkey's spell), surrounded by thorns (defenses) that keep everyone away. Her spirit isn't awake in her own body. She's waiting for the awakening kiss - the moment of RECOGNITION that breaks the spell.

 

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST

Belle sees PAST the monster form to the prince trapped inside. The beast is the monkey - the cursed form. The prince is the spirit - imprisoned within. Only true SEEING breaks the curse.

 

SNOW WHITE

Poisoned (medicated, numbed, conditioned), put into death-sleep by the witch's apple (the monkey's lies), placed in a glass coffin where everyone can SEE her but can't REACH her. The spirit visible but unreachable, trapped.

These aren't random stories.

They're all telling the SAME story: The spirit imprisoned within the body, waiting to be freed.

This is the human condition. This is what the savage howler killer monkey has done to us all.

THE MONKEY'S ULTIMATE DELUSION: "I AM GOD"

The monkey doesn't just whisper suggestions. It claims DIVINITY. It sits in the mental centers (Head and Ajna), declaring itself the ultimate authority. "I KNOW what's right. I AM the decision-maker. I AM in control. I AM GOD."

This is the ultimate usurpation. Your body has NINE divine intelligence centers - the Nine Officers, the Greek gods and goddesses mapped to your physiology:

 

These are your ACTUAL divine authorities.

But the monkey, sitting in the mental realm, claims to be God OVER all of them. It overrides your Sacral's YES/NO. It dismisses your Spleen's instant knowing. It bullies your Solar Plexus into ignoring the emotional wave. It shames your Ego into feeling unworthy.

 

The monkey is not God. The monkey is a BULLY.

A bully is someone with NO real power who PRETENDS to have power by intimidating and controlling others to HIDE their own weakness. That's exactly what the savage howler killer monkey is - a parasitic imposter with no actual authority, controlling through fear, shame, and constant noise, hiding the fact that it's EMPTY. When you see it clearly - when you NAME it as the bully it is - its power collapses.

HOW THE MONKEY HIJACKS YOUR BODY

The savage howler killer monkey operates primarily through your OPEN (undefined) centers. These are the places where you're designed to be WISE - to sample, observe, and learn from the diversity of energies around you.

But when the monkey takes control, these open centers become weapons of conditioning against you.

Here's how the parasitic takeover happens, center by center:

THE HEAD CENTER (Undefined - 70% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: False certainty Mental pressure amplification

When your Head is open, you FEEL everyone else's mental pressure as if it's your own. The monkey uses this to create the illusion that YOU must answer questions that aren't even yours. It generates constant mental anxiety - "I need to figure this out! I need to know! I need to think about this RIGHT NOW!"

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be WISE about mental pressure, not controlled by it.

To discern which questions are actually YOURS to answer, and which you can simply witness passing through.

The Monkey's Madness:

Avoiding thinking about things that actually DO matter by staying "too busy" with things that don't.

The howler keeps you LOUD and DISTRACTED so you never quiet down enough to hear what's real.

THE AJNA CENTER (Undefined - 70% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: False certainty

The open Ajna amplifies others' mental certainty. The monkey weaponizes this by making you TERRIFIED of uncertainty, driving you to "make up any lie to save itself from uncertainty." It creates a desperate NEED to be certain, to have the answer, to KNOW - even when you don't.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be FLEXIBLE in your thinking, to see multiple perspectives, to hold paradox.

 

Uncertainty is your GIFT, not your enemy.

The Monkey's Madness:

Mental rigidity masquerading as intelligence.

 

The monkey would rather be WRONG with certainty than OPEN with truth.

THE THROAT CENTER (Undefined - 30% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: Attention-seeking.

The undefined Throat amplifies the pressure to SPEAK, to be HEARD, to get ATTENTION. The monkey uses this to create a desperate need to "show off," to prove yourself through words, to fill every silence with noise.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You speak when there's something TRUE to say, not to fill space or prove worth.

 

Your voice comes from depth, not desperation.

The Monkey's Madness:

 "Look at me! Hear me! Notice me!" - the howler screaming for validation through constant noise.

 

Never finding it because real recognition can't come from PERFORMANCE.

THE G-CENTER (Undefined - 50% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: Searching for love and identity OUTSIDE yourself

When your G is open, you FEEL others' sense of identity and love as if it could be yours. The monkey creates the "saddest madness of all" - the desperate SEARCH for love externally, for someone to tell you who you are, for identity from outside sources.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be FLUID in identity, to experience many ways of being, to SAMPLE love rather than chase it.

You find yourself BY YOURSELF, not through others.

The Monkey's Madness:

Where is love? Who am I? Tell me who to be!

The yearning, longing, searching that never ends because you're looking OUTSIDE for what can only be found WITHIN.

THE EGO CENTER (Undefined - 70% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: I am not good enough.

The open Ego amplifies others' sense of self-worth and willpower. The monkey weaponizes this into the deepest wound.

 

I am UNWORTHY. I am not good enough. I must PROVE my value. I must keep my promises or I'm worthless.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be WISE about self-worth, not controlled by it. To know that your value is INHERENT, not proven.

 

That you rest when you need to rest, commit when it's correct to commit.

The Monkey's Madness:

Trying to PROVE worth through achievement, promises, doing, being "good enough."

 

The savage loop of unworthiness that drives you to exhaust yourself proving something that was never in question.

THE SOLAR PLEXUS CENTER (Undefined - 49% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: Avoiding confrontation and truth

The undefined Solar Plexus amplifies and absorbs everyone else's emotions - often making them 10x stronger than the original.

 

The monkey uses this overwhelming flood to create AVOIDANCE of confrontation, avoidance of truth, avoidance of anything emotionally uncomfortable.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be WISE about emotions.

 

To feel deeply without OWNING what isn't yours, to witness emotional weather without becoming it.

The Monkey's Madness:

Keep the peace at any cost. Don't rock the boat. Smile and pretend it's fine.

 

The killer aspect - avoiding truth until it becomes VIOLENCE, either inward or outward.

THE SACRAL CENTER (Undefined - Manifestors, Projectors, Reflectors)

The Monkey's Tactic: Never give up.

For non-Sacral types, the monkey creates the madness of "NEVER GIVING UP" even when quitting is the CORRECT thing to do. It uses this to CONTROL you, preventing you from recognizing when something has run its course.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You know when to STOP. You're not designed for sustainable work like Generators.

You're designed for bursts, for wisdom, for reflection. Knowing when to quit is INTELLIGENCE, not failure.

The Monkey's Madness:

Pushing through exhaustion, forcing what has no energy, seeing it through even when your body is screaming NO.

The howler won't let you rest.

THE SPLEEN CENTER (Undefined - 50% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: Fear-based clinging.

The undefined Spleen amplifies survival fears. The monkey weaponizes this into incredible madness - hold on, don't let go.

You CLING to what's not good for you, to relationships that harm you, to situations that endanger you - all because the monkey's fear won't let you release.

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be WISE about fear, to distinguish real danger from amplified anxiety.

 

To trust that letting go of what's wrong creates space for what's right.

The Monkey's Madness:

Addictive patterns, staying in abuse, holding onto poison.

 

All driven by the terror of being without what the monkey has convinced you is SAFETY.

THE ROOT CENTER (Undefined - 60% of humanity)

The Monkey's Tactic: Constant pressure and rush.

The undefined Root amplifies stress and adrenaline pressure. The monkey uses this to keep you in PERPETUAL MOTION rush, rush, rush! Hurry! No time! Must do NOW!

The Spirit's Wisdom:

You're designed to be WISE about pressure.

To know which urgency is real and which is just noise, to move with natural timing rather than stress-driven chaos.

The Monkey's Madness:

The constant hurry that prevents you from STOPPING long enough to think about what actually matters.

If you're always rushing, you never have time to question if you're rushing in the right direction.

THE DEVASTATING CONSEQUENCES

When the savage howler killer monkey is running your life - when your spirit is imprisoned in your own body - the consequences are catastrophic:

YOUR SPIRIT IS DISPLACED

You're barely present in your own life. The real you - your actual consciousness - is locked in a back room of your own body, watching helplessly as the monkey makes decisions, ruins relationships, destroys your health. Most people you meet don't have their spirit fully PRESENT in their body. You can FEEL this - the fakeness, the emptiness, the sense that nobody's really HOME. That's because they're not. The monkey is driving while the spirit is imprisoned.

YOUR LIFE BECOMES LOUSY

When your frequency isn't CORRECT - when the monkey's chaotic energy is running the show instead of your true nature.

Life becomes "lousier day by day, heavier, the density of it, the weight of it.

Nothing works right. Doors don't open. People resist you. Your body breaks down.

Because the monkey's frequency attracts monkey circumstances - chaos, struggle, suffering.

YOU BECOME MEAN

When frequency is wrong, Ra called it "Lao Tzu's world" - characterized by mean spirit, greed, all the ugliness of homogenization.

The savage aspect emerges - the killer monkey creates a "blood bath planet" when unopposed.

This is what humans become when the monkey is fully in control: cruel, greedy, disconnected, capable of terrible things.

Not because they're evil, but because their SPIRIT isn't even present to stop it.

YOU LOSE YOUR SPIRIT ENTIRELY

The blame game of melancholy tears away their spirit and then they do not feel that they can make it in this life.

Without creativity, without authentic expression, without TRUE sovereignty - life becomes HELL. And eventually, the spirit gives up trying to get free. It accepts the prison. It stops fighting.

That's when a human becomes a walking meat suit run entirely by the parasite. The spirit still there, technically, but so deeply imprisoned it might as well be gone.

THE 90% AND THE 10%

Here's a truth most won't accept: Most of humanity is too far gone.

Not everyone CAN wake up. Not everyone WILL break free.

The savage howler killer monkey has such complete control over approximately 90% of humanity that their spirits are nearly entirely displaced. They're not coming back. They can't hear this teaching. They won't respond to truth.

They're lost souls. Literally.

THE 90% - TOO FAR GONE

These are the people where:

  • The monkey has 90-95% control
  • The spirit has maybe 5-10% presence left
  • They're medicating with alcohol, drugs, busyness, anything to numb the prison
  • They attack truth-tellers (because their monkey feels threatened)
  • They can't sit still long enough to question anything
  • They're entirely identified with the monkey's voice as "them"

You cannot save them.

And trying to save them will exhaust you, because you'll be talking to the MONKEY, not the person.

The spirit is too deeply locked away to even hear you.

THE 10% - THE REMNANT

These are the people where:

  • The monkey has maybe 50-70% control
  • The spirit still has 30-50% presence
  • They FEEL the wrongness, the imprisonment
  • They're SEEKING, searching, fighting
  • They can hear truth even when it's uncomfortable
  • They're ready to do the WORK of liberation

These are your people.

This teaching - True Sidereal Human Design, the Nine Officers framework, dethroning the savage howler killer monkey - is Not for the masses. Not for the lost 90%. But for the REMNANT who can still hear the call to freedom. If you're reading this and it RESONATES - if something in you is screaming YES even while your monkey is screaming NO - you're part of the 10%.

Welcome to the resistance.

BREAKING FREE: THE PATH TO LIBERATION

So how do you FREE your imprisoned spirit? How do you dethrone the savage howler killer monkey and reclaim your body as TEMPLE instead of prison?

1. SEE THE MONKEY CLEARLY

You can't fight what you can't see. The monkey's greatest weapon is INVISIBILITY - making you think its voice IS your voice, its thoughts ARE your thoughts.

The first step is SEEING it as separate from you.

That anxious voice? That's the monkey.
That shame spiral? That's the monkey.
That desperate need to prove yourself? That's the monkey.
That constant mental chatter? That's the monkey.

NOT YOU. The PARASITE.

When you can OBSERVE the monkey instead of BEING the monkey, you've taken the first step toward freedom.

2. NAME IT ACCURATELY

Call it what it IS: A savage, howling, KILLER monkey. A parasitic BULLY claiming to be God.

 

Not "my negative thoughts." Not "my shadow." Not "my conditioning."

 

THE SAVAGE HOWLER KILLER MONKEY.

Naming it strips its power. A parasite exposed can't survive light.

3. OPERATE ACCORDING TO YOUR DESIGN

This is where True Sidereal Human Design becomes your liberation manual.

Your TYPE tells you your correct STRATEGY:

Your AUTHORITY tells you WHERE true knowing lives:

Not in the monkey's mental chatter

  • But in your Sacral's response, your Spleen's instant knowing, your Solar Plexus wave, your Ego's commitment, your G's direction.
  • The BODY knows. The monkey LIES.

 

When you follow Strategy and Authority, you're literally DETHRONING the monkey and ENTHRONING your true intelligence.

 

 

4. SURRENDER TO THE VEHICLE

This is the hardest part for most people: Complete surrender to the BODY.

The body is the artist. The body is the intelligence. The body is where your SPIRIT lives (when not imprisoned).

The mind - the monkey's domain - is NOT your authority. It's meant to be OUTER authority (expressing your uniqueness) not INNER authority (making decisions).

Stop asking your mind what to do. Start TRUSTING your body's wisdom. Sacral response, Splenic knowing, Emotional wave, Ego commitment - these are REAL. The monkey's mental analysis is FAKE.

5. DETHRONE THE MONKEY DAILY

This is a PRACTICE, not a one-time event:

Morning: Notice when the monkey starts howling. Name it. "That's the monkey, not me."

Throughout the day: Check - am I following Strategy? Am I honoring Authority? Or is the monkey driving?

Evening: Review - where did I let the monkey run things? Where did I reclaim sovereignty?

The monkey won't go quietly. It's been on the throne for YEARS, maybe decades. It will fight for control.

But every time you CATCH it, NAME it, and choose your BODY's wisdom instead - you weaken its grip.

 

6. RECLAIM THE TEMPLE

Your body is meant to be a TEMPLE - a sacred space where your spirit LIVES, fully present, fully embodied.

Not a prison where your spirit watches helplessly.

Reclaiming the temple means:

  • Bringing your spirit BACK into your body (embodiment practices)
  • Letting the Nine Officers RULE instead of the monkey
  • Living from your DESIGN instead of conditioning
  • Being HOME in your own vehicle

When your spirit is PRESENT, the monkey can't occupy the space. There's no ROOM for the parasite when the real resident is home.

THE TRUTH ABOUT LIBERATION

THIS IS NOT THEORY

Here's what most spiritual teachings won't tell you:

Liberation is a LONELY path.

The 90% won't understand. They'll think you're crazy. They'll call you selfish, arrogant, cold, wrong.

That's their MONKEYS talking.

Their parasites feel THREATENED by your freedom. Your liberation exposes their imprisonment. They can't face that, so their monkeys attack you.

Let them.

You're not here to save the masses. You're here to FREE YOURSELF.

And in doing so - in being a living example of a human with their spirit PRESENT, their body reclaimed as temple, their monkey dethroned - you become a BEACON for the other 10%.

The ones who CAN still wake up will FEEL your frequency and find you.

That's the work.

Not converting the lost. But BEING FREE so the remnant can find their way home.

Everything on this page is MECHANICAL REALITY.

The savage howler killer monkey is REAL.
The spirit imprisoned in your body is REAL.
The 90% vs 10% is REAL.
The path to liberation through Strategy and Authority is REAL.

This isn't philosophy. This isn't metaphor. This is the MECHANICS of human consciousness and the systematic parasitism that's hijacked our species.

True Sidereal Human Design gives you the MAP.

Your correct TYPE, STRATEGY, AUTHORITY, PROFILE - calculated according to the REAL sky positions, not tropical assumptions 24° off.

The Nine Officers framework gives you the GODS - your actual divine intelligence centers, not just "energy centers."

And this teaching - calling the parasite by its REAL name, exposing the soul imprisonment, acknowledging the 90% are lost - gives you the TRUTH.

The map. The gods. The truth.

That's what we're restoring here.

FOR THE 10% WHO CAN HEAR THIS

If you've read this far, something in you RECOGNIZES the truth.

Maybe your monkey is screaming right now - "This is too harsh! Too negative! Too scary!"

Good. That means you hit a nerve.

The monkey doesn't want you to see it clearly. It doesn't want you to know you're imprisoned. It wants you to stay asleep, keep medicating, keep rushing, keep performing.

Your spirit, though?

Your spirit is SCREAMING YES. Finally, someone speaking TRUTH. Finally, someone not sugar-coating the parasite. Finally, a way OUT of the prison.

That's the voice to listen to.

Not the howler monkey's noise.
But the quiet knowing underneath - the one that's been locked away, waiting for this moment.

Welcome home.

Your spirit has been waiting for you to remember it exists.

Now the real work begins: Dethroning the savage howler killer monkey and reclaiming your body as the sacred temple it was always meant to be.

Strategy. Authority. Sovereignty.

This is the path to freedom.

READY TO BEGIN YOUR LIBERATION?

 

Get your TRUE Sidereal Human Design chart:

Learn your correct Strategy and Authority:

Understand the Nine Officers ruling your temple:

The body is not a prison planet. The body is a temple that became a prison.

Your spirit is not gone. It's imprisoned, waiting for you to set it free.

The savage howler killer monkey is not you. It's a parasite claiming divinity.

Dethrone the impostor. Reclaim your kingdom. Free your spirit.

This is the work.